Graduation Ceremony

Today was my convo day ["was" or "is" , i confused! ]

Personally, i dislike such kind of formal convocation
yesterday nitez i ever think tat 'better absent myself bah' ~
but i know i won't
No matter how unwilling the feeling is ,
i know i SHOULD attend ..tats wat i SHOULD do.
Reason triumphed in the end. Emotions pk-ed.
Characteristic of Aquarius. 理智 》 感情 [ i hate this characteristic ]

A number of ppl asked me whether my parents or frens would come
"no," i answered.
All responsed with surprised eXpression & questioned-faces~

My family & frens knew my Convo
I seem never invite them to attend my convo FOrmally
maybe i'm TOO BAD by doing so
to me, it's oK they did not presenting themselves
maybe i'm TOO BAD again by saying so

Let's make it Clear
i didnt mind they come
i didnt feel tat they are unimportant to me

Just becauze i'm such kind of person
tat would feel i had troubled them by asking to come
since they may worry my feeling wouldbe hurt
if they didnt attend.
They can be forced to come just for the sake of comforting my feel.
I GUESS I THINK i know tat my parents dislike to come ,
but they could be proud of their son who is GRADUATED !

Of my frens,
some of them for sure will come if i asked them.
However, it's just a simple convo to me
and i would take photos here & there with college peer~
i dont wish tat my frens are being ignored.
Yet, there was a obstinate fren [kelvin feifei] datang sendiri leh!! STUPID!
Never listen me... .. . Naughty boy~
[juz a photo we both hav taken... FucK!]
And,
i felt 'SORRY' to [ Snowman LoonLoon ]
a simple ... real ... innocent guy , my fren
Remember the nitez we ate before get to Genting , u asked :
"someone has invited me to attend the convo, right?"
and i replied u by saying : "No..im not the one invite u...[feifei asked u de]"
Errrr.....i didnt mean it all all.
I SURELY know tat u would come if i asked u
since it was high % u may come, tats why i hav said such unpolite words to u to STOP u.
Several times i kept talking back to u when V gathered outside...
... tried so Damn hard to quarrel with u .
Tats not my real-side feeling to u... [ hope u see my words ]

U guys Plz dont be hurt by my act...plss

Next
my class team members : H.N.T
u guys really ah~~~ make me so .... .... at a loss!
wat should i responsed to u guys?
DAMN DMAN feeling !!! but tends to positive side
tat 6 yellow flowers ... err... so-so lah~ [how much ah tat flower ???]
REALLY surprised me tat u guys would do such heart-touching thing~
U guys already grow uP much!
under my lead .



Another one was my beloved babe~
Erm... ..about u..
[typing at here... i keeping smiling]
u will still remain on the important position
at the corner of my heart.

- Find me anytime
if u need my mind... soul... even my body -