BEScore Ever !

Today.
After-Test.
Back-Home.
Bedroom.
Sleep.
Wake uP.
sUckz feel.

i thought i was able to escape myself
from the torturing feel
but I just CAN"T.
FAILED.

Yaa. i luv compliment, i admit.
i luv admiring sight from others, i admit too.
i luv all these flaunty things
tat's why any test or eXam marks muzb e above my own average.
You know my average mark i set for myself?
U know? FUc*K U!

PO, one of my subjects
would be my 1st high rate of chance failure-able subject
im telling no lie, but
truth.
I never thought tat this kind of crisis
would occur on me.
Well .... ..."What Fuc*King arrogant guy u are! ". u may say so.
Go ahead. I luv dirty.
Givme your dirt.

My fren asked me this afternoon,
".... how many fuck*ing % scholarship u this fucker get?!"
he comes from R & G company.

now and here,
wanna claim tat :
Going to lose my scholarship if i failed my 1st paper in Adv.Dip.
My mom concerned this crucial issue much as well.
i was being blamed.

Out of 40 , my best score
will be below 10.
if u dont like it, "must be" wouldbe another alternative way to depict it.

END. and OVER.

Tomorow, my Eng presentation.
In fuc*kiNG forcing myself out of blue gloomy eMo
and entering another. eMo

Hopefully.
u wont see MORE damn it & DAmn tat again
of my presentation on the day after tonitez' loneliness.

- i insist in luving myself tonitez-
no matter how my performance "was - is - will be"

How am i Going to console myself
you can only successfully guess it by using....
yr fuCKing* dirty mind-map!