felo-de-se

"Those who committed suicide are foolish people."
he thought so, yesterday.

Today, he has changed his mind.
Understanding of tat feeling , he does.
which means he ever considered to be one of the fooolish people as well.

They are not weak
but just because there are something important to them have lost,
went away... leave them alone.

If life should be meaningful,
wat's wrong with those who have just lost the living objectives
commit suicide?

No meaning, no point to sustain themselves in living.

Meaning is created by ourselves.
it's not existing here or there.
They successfully committed in suicide may due to the reason that
they failed to find a reason for themselves to keep living
before they jumped down from 14th floor.

Please keep back your sympathy.
"We" don't need it.
Any choices we hav the right choose from, any decisions.

You may claim tat WE are pessimistic.
if u do really think so,
just because u don't understand our feeling.
tats why it's time
TO KEEP YR FCUKING MOUTH SHUT uP!

Anyways, tak a second
think about
our families,
our friends,
our lovers,
our idols,
our pets,
our teachers,
our neighbours,
or colleagues
etc.
before WE drown ourselves, if possible.


i'm not a terrorist,
but going to be a suicider in one day
on the premise that im able to escape from being killed off.



Sometimes, really cannot tahan myself
wanna vomit on myself
the whole things on me ALL DMAN FUCKING SUCKZ!