被刺激的午后

虽说他性情有点古怪，偶尔中的偶尔
可是还是会为他献出了担心 （本想用 ‘忐忑’）

他的两通电话
一通接了 前一通遗憾miss了

他... ...内容
大致上想表达的是 关于关心
要我好好念书 不要我后悔
他知道我考试降至 （他当然知道）

他不是我的谁谁谁
却是我位同学

谈话中 我也仅仅找到一线机会向他说句：谢谢
一句很疑惑的道谢

我说不上那是什么感受
在他说完他想说的话 急急断线后
我在那傻笑 再狂笑
脑子很努力地在想 那在他脑里的想法
他的态度

胡思软想的一番
也回了他封简讯
要他也好好读书
太压力的话 到厕所去解决

他是不是或也‘问候’了其他人 我很不晓
也没想要去求证什么

或许
他真的想纯粹给我送上些些 关心
些些关怀
仅此而已

很谢谢你
因为在慵懒的午后 你刺激了我！
让我异想天开
想入非非
念书的心情已不翼而飞
先来个“康熙” 再说吧～～ 啊哈！



也许我会考虑把他归入
我心中的排行榜

有时一个小小出人意表的举动
就能让一个人对你刮目相看
从而换上一种新的感觉 来感受你

情劫

看尽了天上人间
爱情是一场浩劫
你是我生命中的缺
却没有圆满那天
你总是遥望着天
追寻着星辰日月
就算我在你的面前
你也都视而不见
我愿意付出一切
却不能爱你一天
我的苦是否你都能了解
你明白我的感觉
也心疼我的眼泪
难道这不能改变
这爱情的劫
你我都预见
我不希望
你面对这危险
在我心里面
爱是种感觉
我愿意与你
牵着手一起体验

Andy Lau - my idoL

Andy Lau... .. .
recently news about him
be criticized by the public of hiding his Malaysia son-in-law identity...

Personally,
i hav not much voices on my idol
no comment on whether his act is right or wrong

u can blah blah blah a lot criticism towards him
nothing wrong with it with you
everyone has the right to voice out,
tat's wat we call Freedom of Speech

but..think about it
who are u? who are Andy Lau?
how much u know about him?
besides those tidbits & entertaining news....

Even u & me... as an ordinary person,
yet, a number of secrets or problems V do not want to reveal !
to say nothing of he is a famous Star!

Plsss...
instead of vomit more of yr ignorance
keep yr mouth SHuT uP ! and blessing him... if yr feeling of him is not as bad as all that

Difficulties that one is reluctant to mention
pls let it be
would it be fun if others expose yr scar?

if yes,
Congratz... u R non other than a BASTARD!

- L - O - V - I - N - G - u
Andy Lau

as long as... .. .

Tonitez,
i was quite disappointed of my dinner meal - Fujian mee
not suit to my taste

"how about yr KuangFu mee?" i asked.
she responded presumingly: "as long as i got sth to eat, i won't demand too much!"

GEARt! sounds not bad!
a wonderful "as long as ... .. .."

My remarks were not aimed at her
but all the human being
included u & me

DO u ever said some kind of things similar to her?
i did.
but i found tat im not tat GEART person, reversely,
a puky person
A DISGUSTING MANKIND!

we will only say so when we come across something tat are acceptable to us,
what about other & other things?

I want a new bag for the coming new semester!
I wan a new watch!
I want a new handphone!
I want to eat sumptuous meal!
A string of "I wan...& I want........."
where your "as long as ..... .." has gone?

plzzz... dont ever act lik u go easy with everything...
we are not tat kind of creature
We are HUMAN!
We always want More & mOre!

Compared to a completely "wants-more" people,
i hatred MORE those "partly wants-more" people!
Pretending in aloof from material pursuits... .. .

Acting as if one is morally better than other people;
have a holier-than-thou manner
YuckZzz!

as how they think

he is unhappy these few days
something disturbing him
something bad
he wont attend on monday leture
he fed up
it is so irritating to him
now he is in study week for his coming final eXam
but he got no mood to study
anything, any subject
everything will be fine
since he sure will score average or above
as how others think tat way
it will be oK
as long as he can pass
he is smart, yet
he can't be happy all the time
smart person supposed to be happy all the time
since smart person know how to mak himself in a good state
unlike him right now
so, he is not tat smart as u might think
Fuck himself off
is wat he is trying to do
don't ever ask him hang out
he is in a damn mood
holiday is nothing to him, but
the best time to hide himself for a period
he will stay at home
all the time in holidays
unless, he is recover from the sickness
but this sick will never
never ever heal totally, FUcK it!
he is angry right now
he has try his best to keep his words clean
FuCK U!
he has tried to clean his mouth
DMAN!
but, failed.
he did nothing, keep sleeping the whole day,
let his head get ache
all the songs he is listening to
all are FUcking BulLsjhiT!
and he has decided to.. .. .
turn off the radio and get himself dying in silence

felo-de-se

"Those who committed suicide are foolish people."
he thought so, yesterday.

Today, he has changed his mind.
Understanding of tat feeling , he does.
which means he ever considered to be one of the fooolish people as well.

They are not weak
but just because there are something important to them have lost,
went away... leave them alone.

If life should be meaningful,
wat's wrong with those who have just lost the living objectives
commit suicide?

No meaning, no point to sustain themselves in living.

Meaning is created by ourselves.
it's not existing here or there.
They successfully committed in suicide may due to the reason that
they failed to find a reason for themselves to keep living
before they jumped down from 14th floor.

Please keep back your sympathy.
"We" don't need it.
Any choices we hav the right choose from, any decisions.

You may claim tat WE are pessimistic.
if u do really think so,
just because u don't understand our feeling.
tats why it's time
TO KEEP YR FCUKING MOUTH SHUT uP!

Anyways, tak a second
think about
our families,
our friends,
our lovers,
our idols,
our pets,
our teachers,
our neighbours,
or colleagues
etc.
before WE drown ourselves, if possible.


i'm not a terrorist,
but going to be a suicider in one day
on the premise that im able to escape from being killed off.



Sometimes, really cannot tahan myself
wanna vomit on myself
the whole things on me ALL DMAN FUCKING SUCKZ!

my wish

once again, again ... & again,
redboX buffet ~
[actuallly, i hav the intention to eat only the sushi for my whole meal...]

i was being stepped by my mom
of keep out-going & hav so much money spent

final eXam wanna come liao.. wanna relaX more ah~
my typical excuse~

never mind ~
i ady applied ptptn loan!
can hang out fcuk around few millions times more!

++ +++ ++ ++

i wish to visit the place tat being recommended by someone
err... i forgot his name..
the one who recommends a place where got 4 seasons one
can cycling around... fucking around...
dont know wat the place being called... ..
location... ermn.. dont know

TARC Restaurant

yesterday of yesterday
i stepped into TARC Restaurant , 1st time.
Thought of food services provided never appear on my mind.
2 years i ady been stay at TARC...yet, been FucKed!

im the team leader
and along with my followers...including
in short,
all SABLE team members...
well.. i hav been teased by one of the team members, she with barbie's blond one
asking tat why i suddenly join them ah~ got any motion ah, so did the Head of Sable
Ooooh babe why~~ would you hurt me so long ~~~

"Seperti rusa masuk kampung" is the peribahasa
The fasionable one in Sabel sent me... .. .
of course he won't be such good in using tat peribahasa,
but tat's the feeling he wished to carry out for me, to describe me
"You 1st time come here?!!!"
"FcuK U!"

For yr information...im using 2nd identity when writing this.

Of the food...
let me briefly describe the menu before of the food taste...
few options only:

foods:
tiramisu cake...RM4
pasta with white saurce... RM5
italian pizza with tuna... RM5
err... ..seem still got ..but forgot..

beverages:
coffee...Rm2
expresso..RM2
...other forgot..
oh yah...unlimited iced sky juice (plain water) provided

the taste..
the pasta one not good..i dislike the taste
the tuna pizza...ok lah.. but being criticsized by...err... *silent*
personally, i adore of the tiramisu cake flavor...
and double-Y refused to eat my pizza which i wish to share with her~
FINE!!!

Lastly, i found tat he is a naughty boy with a good-acting face
he put the vegetables into the glass with water & petals which treated as decoration...
anyhow, considered creative~
got abit green color among the red yellow petals...
the whole thing be more attractive~
[i thought tat glass of water could be drink ... and became a fool , once again~]

the best part is 'non other than' of the waiter & waitress services
as well as the whole environment compared to Canteen 1 & 2
when i was inside,
WOoOoWO! i felt tat i became a highclass people in a sudden !

Take a TASTE on it!

but the coffee tat i ordered
is not in hot temperature, but cool...
perhaps u should add in sugar 1st & let it melt before
add in the milk...

NO service tax be charged~

What A Nice Beautiful WOnderful High-TEa ~
before the PO leecture, suclz!

生日 记得要快乐！

今天是她的生日

简简单单
轻轻地
送她一声：生日快乐！

或许她也忘了我会祝福她
又或许我的祝福对她而言
根本不值得一记



-珍惜-

- Pending -

He is a man.
As a man, he needs primary need.
He means SeX.
He is confusing recently
about the matter of sexual desire repression verification.

Case Study:
He desires to hav sex relationship with you
one night stand
however, he can't get you.
And he masturbates repeatedly.
During the process, you become his sex fantasy object.

Conflict:
He represses his sexual desire towards you since he is unable to get you on his bed
on the other hand release it thru masturbation, DIY.

At the end, wat should my title be?
"Repression of Sexual Desire" oR
"Release from Sexual Desire"

plz help me to decide... .. . headache with it

Sweet smell

Smell it
&
Lick it
&
Taste it

Delicious~

TeddyBear + WaWa

this is the gift i intend to giv u
i bought it at Genting Highlands, the day before of the convo
after i bought it,
"would u lik such cheap gift?" my heart was asking me.
after walking a while, i saw another watch.
i bought it. Another gift i intend to giv u.

All are limited to my own intention.
Until now, im still keeping the both gifts.

Ya, i'm STUPID!
and i luv this Teddy Bear.

anyHOW

this would be the very 1st meal i have been served
prepared by my "______" fren.

a bowl of rice +
a tiny chicken/pork meat +
a bowl of soup +
egg ( been covered by the rice, under of it)

Ermnn.... well... about the taste...
considered pass ( C+) ~
got a bit home-feel when having it..

i know he had try his level best to serve me
yet,
the best meal he can do for me is such "______" meal .

anyHOW, thx lah~

Power of ****

Wat a beautiful view~
Bathing in shining sunshine!

laying on bed.
the Power of ****

can u see the shape?

Brest Milk

Bryant's Eng Presentation Logo
Topic: Breast Milk

For your information,
breast size DOES NOT affect the volume of a pregnant woman's breast milk

The MORE the babe suckzs, the MORE the breast milk being produced!

Conversation with Sammo Hung

WooOwoO!
this could be considered the very 1st-time
i was chatting with a lecturer
in a informal way~

The feeling is quite outstanding.

Read the message carefully,
the most FANTASTIC part is
i found out he is totally misunderstanding my words.

u know whenever i found any mistakes made by
those lecturers..tutors...or teachers...
i will just feel so eXcited & happy!

AM i weird? FuCk U!

Perhaps they have built up a great image in my heart
& they seem so smart & seldom do things wrong due to their eXpertise...
whenever they did something incorrect, i will GET SO HIGH!

Mr.Lee Kim Keong
my Internet Programming lecturer

DaRR3n

Darren Wong Chang Hao
nickname: Dai Lan Ong

Special Characteristic:
Big in size from babe till now, but still considered cutie.

Active in building ANY kind of relationships.
the suckest thing i learnt from him

He wanna fly to Australia soon
this coming Saturday
8 August 2009... .. .

After his leave, there will be lessen gathering B.O.T will have..
he is the center of this team,
i can't deny it.

grand_Ma

my grandma
she is staying Johor right now...
my grandpa has gone.
Before this, they lived at Muar, my hometown.
All has changed after the flood.
From a long time ago, she has been living in her own world. i mean she got abit mentally problem.
Anyway, at least she still remember my name
whenever i meet her
once or twice a year.

i never took picture with her in my memory.
this would be the 1st time 1st pic i hav with her.
she did not realize it, probably...

H.N.N.T

A bunch of ... ..

Michelle too bad lah! BaD Girl~

Look at the flowers i was holding!
the very 1st time i received flowers
i knowmyi market power is not tat great.
DMAN fucK-ed to step myself as such

ManPower

Man Power
无.间.道

guess which is me...
(hint:the YENG!est one)

Azrael

Polluted Spirit
wiht Subversive Ideas
- A Depraved Pinky Spirit -

He claims that he does not belong to himself
nor the GoD's
no-one he is belonged to, no-one
nevertheless... .. .he is listening to the song entitled "I'm yours".

Love is still far away from him,
you reasoned it.

Back 2-starting Point

Lucas today wake up in the early morning.yaa... it was a good opening, he thought.He was going to his fren named daddy Heng 's house to do IP assignment. Yesterday, he had requested Heng to download the required software since the software of Lucas's computer has expired. Lucas claimed it as a challege, who knows. The sucKest point was Heng got to go for work, well... Lucas is his 'extraordinary' fren & in 'special relationship' with him, tat's why Lucas stayed at Heng's house... room... alone... .. . Can u imagine u are not at home & let yr fren stays at yr house freely? Wat does it imply? FcuK! Indeed, the relationship between both of us is more than wat u can think of. SHi*T! Lucas thought he was able to handle his IP assigment part... Lucas thought he was able to solve the problem occured...overall, it was just limited to a wonderful thought. He did nothing at all. He found that wat kind of BULLSh*iT he was doing. How & hOw & hoW a 'string' of questions kept coming out. He tried & tried. [Be informed tat this story will not be categorised as encouraging tale. ] He gave up, finally. Walk back home. It started raining. Meanwhile where he was struggling with the master page, he had received a msg from Bryant How stated tat "when will u cum?" Lucas was wondering why! He thought, again, yesterday he had clarify tat he was not intended to go his house to do the assignment. Communication disease. Lucas's fault. After tat, Lucas intended to visit to Bryant' s house since he can't do anything also by staying alone there. IF at Bryant's house, at least 2 sweet potatoes brains can vomit out something ven though the chance was not tat high also. But how to get himself to Bryant's house? Eventually, he decided to walk back to starting point. Let all back to zero. About the assignment, some said: "Cross the bridge when you come to it." FUcK this philosophic theory damnly!



-Whenever Lucas found the distance was too far to him, backwards moving would be the option that he will choose-